As I sit whiling away my time in a lazy and in a little way, left loathing, an amazing thought struck me that left me really positive and very happy. Maybe this too will pass and I will have my wallowing days but this moment! this exact time is extremely precious and happy because at so many levels and in the midst of so many problems, I am genuinely happy and proud of myself.
Every positive thing I have heard being said is amazingly true.
Your happiness does not depend on anybody excepting yourself
Keeping your head held high in-spite of all odds
Love yourself
Be kind
Perseverance and love changes all
and so much more .... have just come together in my life right now and have brightened it up with lots of positivity and happiness.
I hear abuses, blames, sadness is around me, broken relationships and my own heart quite broken in many ways but in so many ways, I am able to stand right there hear all that, experience everything with a smile and still wanting good things for the person doing this all to me. Why am I doing all that? because I love them. All of them. The spineless, the unstable, the rude, the misunderstander, the pretentious and the aggressive.....all of them are just people who I totally love. I cant say I believe in them, but I can say that I do believe in myself and that I can take it all. In the process I am getting a bit crushed and battered, but I jump right back and have my strength.
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